Today I am feeling the winter depression come on. Even though this winter has barely rained, I am still feeling that ugly feeling. And it isn't even Spring. I know I have a long way to go. I miss the sun. This is Lake Oroville. I didn't make it to this lake a whole lot, but it is a nice picture to depict the valley weather. I miss being able to get a tan. That just isn't available here. We are hoping that Ben will get a job this summer where we can settle down and buy a house. I am tired of not owning a home with a yard and a garage. That we can't go outside and play because there is no fence, and it is freezing outside all year long! I am tired of not living closer to civilization. Ben and I both agreed on these things. WE MISS THE SUN!! It was easy to become nostalgic last night as we reminisced about old times in Chico and Oroville. When Spring came and it was so fun to be outside. Summer comes, and it is so fun to be at the pool everyday. I miss being able to swim. No one person owns a pool here. NOT ONE! It makes sense since we live so close to the ocean....but who wants to swim in the ocean? NOT ME!